Part 4: Animals, Wild and
Domestic
The next day was Sunday and no contact was made between
the two parties. All the young people felt it acutely. On Monday, Darcy and
Bingley went to finalize the paperwork on the house Bingley intended to let for
the summer. Bingley’s discreet inquiries had elicited the information that Mr.
Gardiner himself would need to return to London and his business in another
week, but his wife and children intended to remain for as much as a full month,
depending on how quickly Edward regained strength. His two nieces had the
option of returning with their uncle, or waiting with the others.
“I must write Caroline to speed up her plans,” Bingley
was saying as they rode home. “The Season isn't over yet, but if Morecastle
really is to become the new fashionable bathing place she says it is, she can
have no objection. If Louisa and Hurst come with her, it would be perfectly
proper for them to ask Ja—Miss Bennet to remain as well, as our guest, for the
rest of the summer—or until we have to go to Pemberley. They’ll be delighted to
have her company, I know; she was the only one they regretted not seeing any
more when we left Hertfordshire, although of course they didn’t feel that they
could say that. But Caroline will understand when I explain that—”
“Bingley.”
“Yes, what is it, Darcy?”
“Ah… your, ah... I fear you are being overly
optimistic.”
“Why, what do you mean?”
Darcy sighed. “There’s something I feel I ought to tell
you. Miss Bennet was in town over the winter.”
“Yes, I knew that.” Now Bingley just looked puzzled.
“She told me. I asked her why she never wrote my sisters of it, and she said
that she did write, but the letters must have gotten lost in the mail.”
Darcy sighed again. It appeared that Bingley and Miss
Bennet both were so innocently trusting it was absurd, but it was not for him
to expose Bingley’s sisters. Instead he said, “I knew of it.”
“What, you mean over the winter you knew?”
“Yes.”
“How?”
“I heard of it.” That was as close as would come to
explaining his source of information—Bingley would have to make the inevitable
deductions himself. “I chose not to tell you because I feared the information
might bring you pain, or else you might decide you had to see her and… and
that, too, could have caused you pain. I believed I was acting in your best
interest at the time, but in light of recent events it appears singularly
officious and not particularly wise.”
Bingley’s blue eyes were clouded over now, and his brows
drawn low with confusion. “You… concealed something you knew I would wish to
know.”
“Yes.”
“You... disguised
it?”
“Yes.”
“You hate disguise.”
“I do, but in this case I condescended to adopt at least
some slight measure of it.”
They rode on quietly. “I would never have thought it of
you, Darcy.”
Darcy winced but didn’t say anything.
“You know…” Bingley was speaking softly, “You know that
if I had met Miss Bennet in London a few months ago and she had appeared as
glad to see me as she did here, I must have tried again. We could have been
married by now—that is, presuming she would have had me.”
“I’m sorry, Bingley.”
He went on after another moment. “If I had stayed in
Netherfield in the first place we could have been married even longer.”
“I’m sorry,” said Darcy again.
But Bingley shook his head. “That I cannot blame you
for. I am the one who left.”
“I advised you badly.”
“Yes, but… I’m the one who left.” He felt silent again.
“Really… it’s astonishing she should even speak to me. I paid her marked
attentions, went off promising to return in a few days, and then never did. I
treated her infamously, and that’s the truth.”
“You would have returned if it had not been for me.”
Bingley paused for a long moment. “You have always told
me that I let myself be too easily persuaded by others, although I don’t
suppose you meant yourself.”
“I meant persuaded without reason, while I hope I have
always used reason—but in this case, my reasoning was faulty. I was wrong to
claim Miss Bennet was indifferent to you on so little acquaintance.”
“And I was wrong to accept your judgment over my own,
when I knew her better.”
The friends smiled ruefully at each other. “Can you
forgive me?”
“Since you have been so kind as to assist me this time
around, I suppose I must.”
“I may have some need of your assistance, too.”
“Why, what do you mean?” But before Darcy could explain,
they arrived at the Black Horse Inn. Just at that moment, a rather large and
opulent coach swept past them into the yard. “Hallo,” said Bingley. “That looks
like my coach. And that for sure looks like my coachman.”
Their suspicions were confirmed a minute later when the
steps were let down and Miss Caroline Bingley descended. “Charles!” she
exclaimed upon seeing them. “And my dear Mr. Darcy!”
“What are you doing here, Caroline?”
“Why, I came because of your letter, of course.”
“My letter?”
“Yes, you said you found a house.”
“We did find a house, but we can’t move into it yet. I
just signed the final papers today, and it won’t be ready for two weeks at the
earliest. I thought I told you that in my letter!”
“Oh.” She shrugged carelessly. “You know I can never
make out half your words through all those blots. You should get Mr. Darcy to
give you lessons in how he makes his pens, as I am sure yours are never trimmed
properly. Either that, or it is how you hold it. Do you suppose you could teach
my poor, sad brother how to hold a pen properly, Mr. Darcy?” She smiled
flirtatiously at him.
“Your brother does not lack technique but patience, Miss
Bingley.”
“I hope you don’t think we share that quality. I have
infinite patience.”
“I have no doubt,” he muttered.
“You’ve always said that you hate staying at inns,
Caroline, but you’ll have no choice now.”
“Then I shall just have to endure until the house is
ready.”
“What happened to staying in London until the end of the
Season?”
“Oh, London. I’m so terribly bored with it.”
“Well what about Louisa and Hurst? Are they coming too?”
“Presently, my dear Charles. Presently.” She slipped one
hand in her brother’s arm and the other in Mr. Darcy’s and led them expertly on.
Approximately half an hour later, Darcy was reading in
their private parlor when Miss Bingley entered. Immediately she shut the door
and came close. “My dear Mr. Darcy, what an unpleasant shock! I came as soon as
I heard, to assist you in any way that I can.”
He raised his brows. “Assist me? I’m afraid I do not
understand.”
“Those dreadful Bennet girls! You must have been so
vexed to have come across them, and at the most unlikely of times! Whatever are
they doing in Morecastle, of all places? And what did they mean by imposing
themselves on your notice like that? If it were possible I would suspect Jane
Bennet—or perhaps Eliza, she’s the more conniving of the two—of having discovered you were to come here, and
bringing her family expressly to meet with Charles again.”
“Considering that they arrived before we did, it would
appear more likely that we followed them.”
She laughed a tinkling little laugh. “I did not say I
actually thought it possible! No, it is only the most ill luck imaginable. You
must be displeased with me for suggesting Morecastle in the first place, but
truly I had no idea that one could encounter such plebian company here!”
“Miss Bingley,” said Darcy, rubbing the bridge of his
nose, “I must tell you that I have decided to support your brother in his
renewed pursuit of the eldest Miss Bennet.”
“But—but—” she gaped at him. “I don’t understand.”
“We were mistaken in our belief that she did not favor
him. If you had seen her when we first encountered them, or in the time since,
you would realize as I have that she is, in fact, most sincerely attached to
him.”
“But her family! Her connections and fortune!”
“Are not ideal, I will grant you. However…” he paused.
“However, there are other considerations which any man of sense must place
above mere station. If your brother sincerely believes that Miss Bennet is the
only woman capable of making him happy, then there is nothing for us to do but
wish him success.”
Miss Bingley was trying desperately to regain her
equilibrium. “You’ve always been such a loyal friend, of course. Did you… um,
do you know if dear Jane has happened to mention our meeting in London to him?”
“She has not. I think her delicacy prevents her from
relating events which would inevitably appear unflattering to his sisters.”
She flushed.
“Neither have I said anything to him about it, but I did
feel obliged to relate my own knowledge of her presence in town, and it is
likely that he will realize my information must have come from you. I am sorry
if it causes trouble between you, but my conscience could allow me to be silent
no longer. It was beneath me to conceal it in the first place.”
“Well of course it was beneath me too! Why, I would not
snub or mislead a friend for the world—except out of dire necessity. My brothers’
happiness appeared to be at stake, after all. My dear Mr. Darcy, you must have
endured so much over these last few days; not only Miss Jane Bennet but that
impertinent shrew of a sister, and their lowly Cheapside relations!”
“Actually, I have found the Gardiners to be intelligent,
well-informed and amiable. I have enjoyed their company very much. And,” he
added, “the company of their delightful children.”
The lady seemed to be having some difficulty speaking.
“Miss Eliza’s manners must surely have offended your fastidious taste! A more
forward, unlikeable girl I have yet to meet!”
Darcy stood up abruptly. “Miss Bingley, if I offered you
any encouragement to break off your acquaintance with Miss Bennet, then I am
truly sorry. However, the Bennets—and their relations—appear likely to become your
relations soon, so I would advise you to treat them with civility. Good
morning.” He walked out of the room before he said something that he regretted.
Miss Bingley’s coming threw the gentlemen’s schemes into
decided disorder. Both open and covert wooing could benefit very little from
the addition of a fifth to the party. Darcy had the uneasy feeling that, once
convinced she could do nothing to prevent her brother’s match with Miss Jane
Bennet, Miss Bingley would expend the majority of her energies on him. His
opportunities to have private conversation with Elizabeth had all but
disappeared entirely.
Feeling slightly guilty, he did manage to persuade
Bingley that it was his duty to take his sister to tour the new house
immediately. As soon as they left, he got on his horse and made his way over to
the Gardiners’ current residence. There, he found everyone except Mrs. Gardiner
preparing to visit the menagerie, which reputedly housed an astounding array of
exotic beasts which the children were wild to see. This expedition he joined
cheerfully, no longer even amazed at his broad-mindedness. The smile Elizabeth
gave him as he handed her and two of the children into his carriage sent him to
quite absurd heights, and the more she blushed at his smiles, the more he found
himself smiling at her, not broadly, like a fool, but in a quiet, deliberate
fashion. The two children chattered on around them, listing the animals they
hoped to see, but the two adults said little. Elizabeth kept her eyes mostly
fixed on her cousins, with the occasional furtive glance to confirm that, yes,
he was still watching her with warm, purposeful eyes, and that knowing smile.
The menagerie, it turned out, was not all that
reputation claimed, and would hardly have impressed anyone who had enjoyed a
trip to a proper zoological garden, such as they had in Europe. Even the children were unimpressed by the worn
out lion and mangy camel, having seen better specimens of both at the Tower of
London. In addition, there were several colorful birds missing some of their
plumage, snakes, log-like crocodiles in fetid water, and a variety of antelope
and mountain goats, all kept in close pens. The star of the show was a single
aging elephant, who seemed to lack the spirit to do more than occasionally
raise its trunk enough to consume a little hay.
Darcy watched Elizabeth’s face as she inspected the
curious creatures. “Have you ever seen a lion before?”
“Only in pictures.” She smiled slightly. “Even my
cousins have broader experience than I.”
“It’s not a very impressive lion.”
“So I gather from Maggie’s and Andrew’s rather disparaging comments. He is
not, to be sure, so fearsome looking as the illustrations I have seen. Neither
is the elephant.”
“I suspect, however, that you would rather see a live
elephant that is like this one, boring though he may be, than one charging in
full battle rage.”
She laughed. “True. Although… although I do think it
would be a magnificent sight.”
Darcy longed to tell her that he would take her anywhere
in world, to see anything, but it was too soon, of course. The proposal he had
never yet made ached within him, but the memory of Elizabeth’s scathing words
in the boat was near too. They had come a long way, he knew, in the days since,
further than during their entire previous acquaintance, but she wasn’t ready to
receive his addresses just yet. “Should we ever encounter a charging elephant,”
he managed to say, “I will be certain to retire and leave you the best view in
the house.”
She shook her head. “Mr. Darcy, I begin to suspect you
of teasing. It is a skill I had not known you possessed.”
“One, perhaps, I am learning from you.” He met her eyes.
“You have taught me many lessons which I am endeavoring to learn.”
At that her eyes grew very wide. He was just casting
around in his mind for some further expression of regard which would not be too
forward when a voice sounded from across the room. “Yoo-hoo!” Mr. and Miss Bingley had arrived.
“My dear Mr. Darcy!” cried Miss Bingley as
she hurried close. “The moment we returned to the hotel and found out you had
gone to call at the Gardiners’ we felt we absolutely must do the same, and then
when Mrs. Gardiner told us you had all come here, why, of course we followed!”
She latched onto his free arm. “What a nasty, smelly place! I can’t think why
anyone should ever want to go look at a bunch of wild beasts, but of course it
was so good of you to indulge the others.” She gave Elizabeth a condescending
glance. “Miss Eliza.”
Elizabeth began to quietly withdraw her
hand from Darcy’s arm, but he pressed it against his side with his elbow and
gave her a beseeching look. Again she colored faintly, but made no further
attempt to leave. “Miss Bingley. How surprised I was to hear from Mr. Darcy
that you had arrived, and just this morning, too! Are you not fatigued from
your trip?”
“Not at all, I assure you. And you may
imagine my surprise when I learned that you and your… er, delightful relatives
are staying here in Morecastle, of all places!”
“Indeed. It’s a remarkable coincidence, is
it not?”
“Remarkable.”
Darcy rolled his eyes in Bingley’s
direction to find him predictably preoccupied with his Miss Bennet. The
children were all clustered around their father, pointing at a
bedraggled-tailed ostrich, but then Andrew turned and came their way. “Do come
look, Mr. Darcy,” he begged. “And you too, Lizzy. It’s the biggest bird I ever
saw and they say it lays eggs as big as my head!”
“Well, perhaps not quite that large,”
answered Darcy, willingly leading (or in Miss Bingley’s case, nearly dragging)
the ladies in that direction. “Ostrich eggs are certainly large though, and
very tough. I have some at Pemberley. Perhaps you’ll get a chance to see them
some day.” Miss Bingley started quite noticeably at this hint, and Elizabeth
almost did the same.
In looking distastefully away from the
ungainly bird, Miss Bingley got her first truly good look at Elizabeth’s face.
“Why, Miss Elizabeth!” she exclaimed with malicious pleasure. “My dear, what
happened to your face? You must be so mortified to appear in public like that!”
“To tell the truth I mostly forget about
it. My companions, after all, do not mind, and what does it matter what anyone
else thinks?”
Miss Bingley looked honestly shocked at
such a view, but Darcy smiled and said, “You told me once, I believe, that your
courage rises in the face of threatened intimidation.”
“Indeed it does. My walking in public with
bruises on my face is one more proof of my general brazenness, I suppose.”
Miss Bingley opened her mouth to agree as
to Miss Elizabeth’s brazenness, but Darcy spoke before her. “Not at all. You
are not brazen, but sensible, and lacking in that superficial vanity which so many
women allow to control their every action.”
Elizabeth looked at him a moment with a
curious little smile around her lips. “Well,” she replied slowly, “I was only
tolerable to begin with.”
This time when Mr. Darcy opened his mouth,
Miss Bingley cut him off. “I wish you would take me to see the lion, Mr. Darcy!
I do adore lions! Such magnificent beasts of prey!”
“You won’t adore this one,” said Darcy.
“Do you find you have a special affinity
for beasts of prey, Miss Bingley?” asked Elizabeth.
“Affinity?” repeated that lady, as Darcy
strove to hide a smile. “I’m sure I don’t know what you mean, Eliza.”
“My mistake…
Caro.”
At this point
Darcy felt it wise to seek conversation with the larger group.
~%~
The trip to the
menagerie proceeded along rather comical lines for Elizabeth, as she watched
Miss Bingley attempt to anticipate Mr. Darcy’s opinion on each of the animals
they viewed. The lady could scarcely contain her natural disgust, but would
immediately wax eloquent on their beauty or strength or grace if she thought it
might earn his agreement. If he went on to disagree with her, she reversed
herself without the slightest blush, forgetting her past opinions as
effortlessly as she discarded them. As tenaciously as Miss Bingley clung to
Darcy’s arm, so he clung to Elizabeth’s. If Bingley’s sister was determined to
make her preference known, then so was he.
The afternoon ended
with eating ices at a local confectioner’s shop. There, conversation went
merrily and Darcy continued to direct his attentions pointedly at Elizabeth.
Even Mr. Bingley was beginning to wake up to the nature of his friend’s
interest in Miss Bennet’s sister, and Elizabeth found herself blushing rosily at
all the knowing and amazed looks directed their way. Yet she began to realize
that she was jealous for his attention, and whenever he was drawn into
conversation with someone else she had to fight the impulse to interject, just
to bring his eyes back on her. How such a complete reversal of sentiment had
been effected in such a short time she couldn’t tell, but the more Miss Bingley
attempted to dig her polished fingernails into his arm and his heart, the more
determined she became to assert her own claims. Miss Bingley, she thought, did
not know at all how to do it. She was too obvious and flattering. Mr. Darcy did
not like flattery, he liked an honest challenge, a quick wit, an original
opinion. He liked to be laughed at—something Miss Bingley seemed to regard as
sacrilege—provided it was done cleverly, and did not wish anyone to offer him
dishonest praise.
“I wonder you
have never sought a seat in Parliament, Mr. Darcy. I would feel so much better
about the future of our nation if I knew it was in your hands.”
“I don’t care
for speech making, ma'am.”
“I am sure your
speeches would be superlatively excellent!”
“Though filled
with four-syllable words, if his friend is to be believed. You don’t suppose it
would try the intelligence of our MPs to decipher them, do you?”
“Try the
intelligence of our MPs indeed, Eliza! Why, the most brilliant minds in the
nation are in Parliament. Just because you would struggle to understand Mr.
Darcy does not mean that they would.”
“Actually, Miss
Bingley,” said Darcy, but looking at Elizabeth, “I think the case is in the
reverse—I think Miss Bennet understands me perfectly well. It is I who must
struggle to keep up with her.” He cocked an eyebrow. “Perhaps you’re the one
who should run for Parliament.”
Miss Bingley
turned an unattractive shade of red and gave a slightly hysterical laugh.
“Women run for parliament? Mr. Darcy, you’re only funning!”
“I’m sure he
is,” agreed Elizabeth, her eyes still locked with his. “Astonishing, isn’t it?”
With such
exchanges as these, it’s not surprising that Miss Bingley did not enjoy the
stay in the confectionery shop as much as the others. It further infuriated her
to see Miss Maggie Gardiner treat Mr.
Darcy with such familiarity and occupy his attention for a full five minutes on
the subject of which flavor of ice was the best, an exchange which ended in the
most ridiculous fashion, with Mr. Darcy ordering a whole round of fresh ices in
every flavor so that they could taste them all! Mr. Gardiner shook his head at
such extravagance but allowed it, and the whole table participated in the
tasting except Miss Bingley; what did she care about ices when Darcy was paying
attention to everyone but her?
“Well, Mr.
Darcy,” concluded Elizabeth, as she sat back with a sigh, “you are right.”
His brows shot
up. “I am?”
She laughed at
his surprised tone. “Yes. Strawberry is definitely the best.”
“Ah. Well, it
is a comfort to be right in something, I suppose.”
“Mr. Darcy is
always right! How can you insinuate that he is not always right, Eliza?”
“I insinuated nothing.”
“No man may be always right, Miss Bingley.”
“Well, you are right as often as it is possible for any
man to be!” she declared. “Any time you are wrong, it is not your fault at all,
I am sure.”
“I need not ask you if you agree with Miss Bingley’s
assessment of my rightness,” he said, addressing Elizabeth.
She blushed a little. “I do not believe my opinion on
that subject is worth seeking.”
“Why not?”
“Because it is constantly changing. Indeed,” she almost
whispered, looking into his eyes, “I know not what to think from one moment to
the next.”
Darcy smiled, looking well satisfied.
Miss Bingley jerked her hand up suddenly, knocking one
small bowl, with its remaining puddle of cherry red liquid, right into the
front of Elizabeth’s dress. “Oh, Eliza, I am so sorry!”
Elizabeth jumped a little bit, and pressed a napkin
fruitlessly against the brilliant stain. “Oh dear, Lizzy,” said Jane
sympathetically. Bingley reproached his sister for her carelessness, and Darcy
just glared.
Miss Bingley apologized profusely and charmingly offered
to accompany her back to her house to change her attire. Darcy insisted on
escorting them, then Mr. Gardiner decided it was time for the children to go
home, and soon enough everyone was piling back into the carriages. There was
little Elizabeth could do about her immediate appearance; although she had been
wearing a spencer, the sticky juice had landed just below it. It was somewhat
mortifying and rather uncomfortable. She did not know if Miss Bingley had done
it on purpose, but it was impossible not to feel that her clumsiness must have
been in proportion to her jealousy.
The whole way back Miss Bingley chattered brightly to
Mr. Darcy, who answered only in monosyllables. Upon arrival, she followed Elizabeth
up the stairs and into her bedchamber, despite her insistence that she required
no assistance.
“No, really, my dear,” she said, “I simply must help
you. I can’t think how I came to be so clumsy. You must have been absolutely humiliated—especially when you consider
the state of your face. Why, I would have died of shame!”
“Miss Bingley,” said Elizabeth, reaching the end of her
endurance, “women die from many causes, but not, I think, from shame! While I
am aware that you think me shameless,
there are certain things which I would personally feel far more ashamed of than
an appearance which has become marred through no fault of my own—if,” she
glared at her, “you take my meaning!”
Miss Bingley narrowed her eyes. “I haven’t the slightest
idea.”
“I think you do. Now if you please, I require privacy!”
And before she knew what was happening, Miss Bingley found herself alone in the
hallway.
She went back downstairs, where she found Mr. Darcy
standing about in the hall. He scowled at the sight of her. “That Eliza
Bennet,” she sniffed, “has no concept of forgiveness. I said I was sorry, but
she practically shut the door in my face!”
He stalked away, even as a bevy of children and adults
erupted through the front the door. The entire time that the four Gardiner
children were being ushered upstairs by their nanny and Jane, and Charles and
Mr. Gardiner, both talking rapidly, took off their coats and repaired to the
parlor, Mr. Darcy retained a firm and forbidding demeanor. Miss Bingley tried
making a few remarks which she fancied were particularly Eliza-like in their
sprightliness, but he did not respond. In the end, he left her alone and joined
the others.
When Elizabeth came back downstairs attired in a fresh
gown, Mr. Darcy was lounging in a chair listening to the other men’s
conversation. Upon her entrance he stood quickly to his feet, and went to inquire after her wellbeing and escort her to
a seat near him. Neither Mr. nor Miss Bingley had ever observed him pay any woman
other than his sister such attention, and Mr. Bingley was so surprised that he
stopped talking mid-sentence and sat with his mouth open—that is, until the
other Miss Bennet appeared behind her, at which event he also sprang up and
went to attend her. Miss Bingley screwed up her mouth like it had a bad taste
in it.
Elizabeth was also very conscious of the deliberate and
pointed attentions that were being paid her by the tall and usually taciturn
gentleman. A day ago they would have still flustered her, but today she could
only feel happiness. “Well, my attire is fixed even if my face isn’t,” she said
lightly.
He smiled at her, a warm look in his eyes. “Your face
will heal soon enough. I think you must fear it looks much worse than it does.”
He leaned forward a little. “It is still a source of distress to me that such a
thing happened when you were under my care. I assure you,” he paused, “I make
it a point to be very attentive to those under my care. They usually have no
cause for complaint.”
“I am sure you do, Mr. Darcy,” she murmured. “I do not
hold you responsible for what occurred.”
“You are generous.”
“Sometimes. Other times,” she looked into his eyes
seriously, “I have been known to be very ungenerous—even without cause.”
He swallowed. “I am sure you would always have cause,
Miss Elizabeth.”
“So, Miss Eliza,” interjected Miss Bingley in an
overloud voice at that precise moment. She sat down as close to them as she
could get. “I understand you have been from home for quite some time!”
“Not as long as my sister, Miss Bingley. But then, I’m
sure you know that.”
“Tell me, is the regiment still at Meryton?”
Darcy frowned.
“Yes,” said Elizabeth carelessly, “but they are to
remove to Brighton shortly, so I expect they shall be gone by the time we
return.”
“How sorry your family will be, to be sure! You don’t
suppose your sisters will utterly break their hearts over it, do you?” Miss Bingley
dearly wanted to mention Mr. Wickham, but dared not do so in Darcy’s presence.
“I imagine every young girl thinks herself heartbroken
at some point, but it is a form of heartbreak that rarely lasts.”
“Have you?” asked Darcy suddenly.
“Pardon?”
“Have you ever thought yourself heartbroken?”
“Well…” she pondered this. “There was that one
shopkeeper’s son…” she saw Darcy attempt to conceal his dismay and laughed. “He
was all of five and twenty and I was only ten, but he was terribly handsome and
romantic looking. I was thoroughly smitten with him, and when I heard he had
married the butcher's daughter I was as heartbroken as you please, for a week at
least. I believe these days he is running a shop of his own in the next town
over, with his wife and several children; the last time I saw him, he had lost
three of his front teeth, and was sporting a truly impressive and ever
increasing girth. My escape was fortunate indeed.”
“Is that truly all?” he asked. “Are the squires in
Hertfordshire so slow that not one of them has courted your interest?”
She studied her hands for a moment. “I believe it is
more that they are so poor that not one of them could afford to court my
interest.”
“Such a pity for you,” said Miss Bingley. Elizabeth
flushed—she had momentarily forgotten the other woman’s proximity. “I feel
sorry for your situation, I really do.”
Elizabeth did not reply, mortified, and Darcy looked
angry. Miss Bingley attempted not to smirk.
“Miss Bennet,” said Darcy unexpectedly, “I wonder if you
would be interested in visiting the Lorreys with me this afternoon.”
She perked up. “This very afternoon?”
“Yes. If your uncle agrees I could take you—with a maid
to accompany you, of course—to check on the welfare of his sister. Your
assistance would be invaluable in talking with Mrs. Lorrey and determining the
family’s needs.”
“Why, Mr. Darcy,” said Miss Bingley, “surely I would be
the appropriate woman to accompany you! After all, I a much longer and more
intimate acquaintance than Miss Bennet.”
“Thank you, but Miss Bennet is already aware of the
particulars of the situation, and I believe her unique conversational gifts and
charm may be just what is required.”
“I would be honored,” affirmed Elizabeth.
An hour later they were setting out. The carriage took
them through the middle-class part of town, towards the docks. Gradually the
homes grew smaller, the buildings dingier, the air more acrid. Elizabeth
shivered slightly.
“There is nothing to alarm you.” Mr. Darcy spoke softly.
“I am not alarmed for myself, but for the people who
live here—the children especially.”
He sighed. “I will not tell you that the misery of the
lower classes is not real, for of course it is, and it is a shame on our
society that it is allowed to continue. But they are not all miserable.
Contentment is often relative to what a person is accustomed to. What might be
miserable living conditions for you, as a gentlewoman, can appear comfortable
and even pleasing to someone raised differently.”
She was silent for a little. “Somehow I think that
reflects better on them than on us.”
He smiled. “I am sure you are right.”
The pulled up eventually in a narrow street, before a
house with one door and one window, and another window set directly above. Mr. Darcy instructed his coachman to return
in half an hour, and rapped on the door.
It was opened almost immediately by small Tom. “Ma!” he
yelled. “It’s Mr. Darcy and a lady!”
Elizabeth glanced at Darcy, wondering if he would be
offended at such a greeting, but he did not appear to be. “How is your sister,
Tom?” he asked, removing his hat and stooping to enter.
“The man wi’ the potions came yesterday, and Ma said she
slept good.”
“I’m glad to hear it.”
Just then a slight woman, tired looking but still young,
came down the steps. “Oh Mr. Darcy, sir, it’s so very kind of you to come
callin' on us again.” She bobbed a curtsey.
“May I introduce Mrs. Lorrey to you?” He said to
Elizabeth. “Mrs. Lorrey, this is Miss Bennet, who came with me today.”
“Madam.” She bobbed another curtsey.
“Please tell me, how is your daughter?” asked Elizabeth.
“A little better since we got the medicine.” She rang
her hands nervously. “I would offer you some tea if I had any, but I’m afraid—”
“Please, no!” Lizzy laughed lightly. “I have drunk all
the tea I can hold today. But I did bring some things from our kitchen, for the
children, if you do not object—?” She held up the basket she was carrying.
Mrs. Lorrey assured her that she did not, and together
they unpacked the basket, which held a variety of fresh fruit, some meat pies,
a bottle of milk, and a few pastries for the children to enjoy. Tom immediately
demanded one and was scolded for his impoliteness, but received it anyway and
promptly ran outside with it. His mother looked apologetically at her visitors.
“He’s a bit rough in his manners, but he’s a good boy.”
“I know that he is,” said Elizabeth. Dredging her mind
for information about illnesses, she inquired after the girls’ symptoms,
listened to a list of them, and eventually was invited upstairs to visit the
invalid herself. She was very glad to do this, and found the girl looking pale and
listless and a little feverish under her thin blanket. “Do you need another
blanket?” she asked the mother.
It was a bit difficult to get Mrs. Lorrey to admit that
what their needs were, or to agree to accept further assistance, but Elizabeth
held firm and eventually prevailed. She appealed constantly to the wellbeing of
her children, and also got her to talk about Tom, and what he liked and was
good at. Then little Nancy woke up and required some assistance with her
intimate needs, and Elizabeth went back downstairs on her own.
She expected to find Mr. Darcy waiting in the room
below, looking magnificently out of place, but instead, there was a strange and
rather large man. He was untidily dressed and helping himself to the food that
had so recently been put away in the cupboard.
“What are you doing?” exclaimed Elizabeth without
thinking. “That is not for you!”
He turned around, and his eyebrows rose. “Well, lookee
there,” he drawled.
He had a red, unshaven face, and a belligerent look
about him. Elizabeth’s heart rate increased, but she spoke firmly. “I do not
know who you are what you are doing in this house, but those groceries are for
Mrs. Lorrey and her two children.”
Ignoring her words, he came closer, still holding a
half-eaten apple in one fist. “You must be the finest and prettiest young lady
I’ve ever seen ‘round ‘ere. Wot’s yor name?”
“That is none of your concern,” she said coldly. “Where
is Mr. Darcy?”
“Mister who?” He came closer still, until Elizabeth felt
the need to retreat a step. She could smell the liquor on him.
“Mr. Darcy, the gentleman who was here. What have you
done with him?”
“I ain’t done nothin.’ Why don’t ya come a little
closer, lovely?” He put the hand with the apple, which was attached to a meaty
arm, on the wooden rail and leaned into her. Elizabeth turned to run back up
the stairs, but he caught her roughly by the wrist. “Do ya know what I think?”
he asked, as she struggled to free herself. “I think this mister wotever isn’t
real. I think yor here all byaselves.”
It would have been an excellent time to scream, but
Elizabeth didn’t think of that. “Unhand me, you cur!” she hissed at him.
He curled his fat lip. “Cur I am, eh! You’ll be singin’
a different tune soon enuff!”
He set his foot on the step next to Elizabeth’s. She
promptly stomped on it, as hard as she could, but her soft shoes made no impression
on his cracked boots and he laughed. He tried to put an arm around her and she
slapped him, again as hard as she could. That replaced his laugh with an ugly
scowl and a curse. He pulled her in and Elizabeth, still fighting, braced to
scream as loudly as she could.
~%~
Mr. Darcy had been outside in the street, interviewing
Tom about his education and interests, trying to determine what trade he might
be best fit for. His manner was clipped and direct and Tom answered with wide
eyes, but at the end the severe gentleman unbent, smiled at him, and gave him
some pennies to buy a further treat at the bakery some time. After this Darcy stood surveying the street
with a critical eye, his landlord’s mind chronicling the various repairs and
improvements it required but would never receive, until finally he turned with
a sigh to reenter the house.
It wasn’t until he was pushing on the door that he
realized there were strange sounds within. It swung open and to his horror, he
perceived a strange hulking figure of a man standing on the stairs with
Elizabeth in his grasp. He could not see her very well, but she appeared to be
struggling, but was hopelessly outmatched. It took him a few seconds to absorb
was he was seeing, then he reached for the handle of his walking stick with a
hand that shook just slightly, twisted it, and pulled out the blade within. In
a few steps he was across the room, and he pressed the tip of the blade into
the man’s ribs. “Unhand her, you cur!” he forced through his teeth.
The ruffian glanced over his shoulder and let Elizabeth
go so abruptly that she stumbled back and nearly fell. “Now, now then,” said
the man, putting his hands up and backing away. “I didin mean no ‘arm.”
Darcy didn’t even deign to answer that, just maneuvered
the man back against the table Unconsciously, he raised an arm behind him,
taking on a fencing stance. “Do you have any idea,” he asked harshly, “what
would be done to you if you despoiled a gentlewoman?”
“I jus’ wanted a kiss,” the other protested.
“You assaulted the daughter of a gentleman,” he
insisted, applying a little more pressure.
“I didin mean no ‘arm,” he repeated.
Just then there was a small shriek from the top of the
stairs, where Mrs. Lorrey had finally appeared. “Joseph!” she cried. “What have
you done?”
“Do you know this man?” asked Darcy, his brows furrowed
and his lips drawn tight in concentration.
“He’s my brother,” she admitted, wringing her hands. “I
told him not to come around no more. He’s a terrible bad influence on Tom.” She
saw Elizabeth, standing with one hand cradled in the other. “Oh miss, he’s
never gone and hurt you, has he?”
“I am well,” said Elizabeth. Her voice was steady.
Mrs. Lorrey marched down and faced her brother angrily.
“Why do you always have to be bringing trouble on our house?” she demanded
bitterly. “Mr. Darcy, sir, my family’s always been decent, respectable folks,
all except him. He about killed our mither with his ways.”
“That’s not true!” protested Joseph hotly.
“It is and you know it!” She turned to Mr. Darcy. “He’s
brought shame on me all my life. Ever since he was a boy he’s been gettin' in
trouble, and nothin' has taught him a lesson yet.”
Darcy’s eyes had strayed to her face as she spoke, and
all at once the large man leapt at him, knocking the swordstick across the
room. He was hopelessly outweighed but grappled with him, aware for a few
moments of nothing more than his large hands and Mrs. Lorrey’s scream. Then, as
swiftly as it began, it was over. Joseph crumpled into a heap at his feet and
he looked up to see Elizabeth, eyes blazing like a vengeful amazon, brandishing
a heavy iron poker. His mouth dropped open.
“Oh, well done, Miss Bennet!” cried Mrs. Lorrey. “I’ve
often wanted to do the same thing,” she assured them.
Darcy shut his mouth with a snap. “Why in the blazes didn’t
you scream?”
Elizabeth looked at him in astonishment. “I beg your
pardon?”
He took the poker from her almost roughly. “Did it even
occur to you to call for help—to raise your voice at all? Or were you simply
going to let him have his way with you while I never even knew you were in
distress?”
“I didn’t know where you were.”
“Did you seriously think that I would have gone far? I
was right out there”—he pointed with the poker—“talking to Tom.”
She seemed confused. “But—how did he get in then?”
“They do have a back door.” He gestured sweepingly.
Looking to her right, Elizabeth saw that, indeed, there
appeared to be a back door to the small house, leading undoubtedly to an alley.
She turned her eyes back to Darcy, who was still looking like a thundercloud.
“I was about to scream,” she said weakly.
“Oh, really? How—”
“Mr. Darcy?” asked Mrs. Lorrey.
He glanced at her impatiently.
“He’s beginning to stir.” Sure enough, Joseph twitched
and groaned.
“Oh, good heavens!” said Darcy. “I’m not going to hit
him with this again, if that’s what you’re hoping.” He set the poker down and
retrieved his sword from the corner. “We had best decide what to do with him.”
Elizabeth looked dubiously at the body of her attacker.
"He was drunk."
"A poor excuse." He turned to Mrs. Lorrey.
"Since he is your brother, and it is you who must live either with or
without him, I will give you the choice. If you wish, I will have him taken
before the magistrate and prosecuted. Or, he can be left in the goal overnight
to sober, and be released in the morning."
The lady didn't answer for some time. "They would 'ang
him, wouldn't they?"
"He would either be hanged, deported, or set
free."
"I can't say." She wrung her hands. "I
can't say what should be done. He's a mean drunkard, and that's the truth, but
he's my brother. I can't tell you to have my brother 'anged!"
"Of course you can't!" cried Elizabeth.
"Surely, Mr. Darcy, there is another option!"
"There is deportation, as I mentioned. He would
live, but his life would not be an easy one. Or I could try to have him
prosecuted on a lesser charge. That would get him a whipping, or the stocks."
"He's 'ad those before, and they didn't do no
good."
"Then it must be deportation or nothing."
Seeing her struggle, he spoke gently. "No one shall blame you, either way.
He is, as you say, your brother, and childhood bonds can lead one to overlook a
great deal."
Suddenly she straightened her back. "No. No, he's
been given one chance after another, all his life, and he's done nothin' but
take advantage. He's not learned better, and I can't have him comin' around and
corruptin' Tom—nor doing 'to arm others." She looked at Miss Bennet.
"You're not the first, Miss. None of the others could afford to take him
to court."
Darcy's look had grown distinctly respectful. "I
will take care of it, Mrs. Lorrey. Is there any way to get a constable here
quickly?”
“I’ll send Tom,” she said, and went to call him. The lad
had heard nothing of the rumpus within, and his eyes grew wide with excitement
at the sight of his uncle on the floor.
“Is that a real sword? Cor!”
“Tom, I would like you to—”
“You laid ‘im out real good, Mr. Darcy!”
“Actually, it was Miss Bennet who had that honor. Now,
we need—”
“Miss Bennet?” Tom looked at her with new respect. “Did
you really?”
“Yes,” said Elizabeth, unaccountably blushing.
“Wait 'til I tell the boys!” He turned as if to run off.
“Tom!” said Darcy commandingly. He halted. “Tom, we need
you to fetch a constable for us. Now. Do you know where to go?”
“Yessir. There’s one that alwas patrols down the street
over there, and the lock-up’s just some blocks t’other way. I knows cause I
watch ‘im take them in all—”
“For heaven’s sake, Tom,” said his mother. “Stop
jabbering and listen to the gentleman. Your uncle’ll be awake before you know
it, and then where will we be?”
“Will Mr. Darcy hold his sword on ‘im again?” he asked
hopefully.
Darcy drew himself up to his full and imposing height.
“Tom. The constable. Now!”
When he had gone at last, Darcy looked at the ladies. “I
wish you both to go upstairs until he is taken away.”
“But—” protested Elizabeth.
“He could regain consciousness at any time I do not wish
to worry about your safety.”
“What about your safety?”
“I have a weapon. I can handle him.”
“Like you handled him last time?” She put her hands on
her hips. “May I remind you that it was I
who rescued you?”
“After I rescued you.”
“Which suggests that it is unwise for either of us to be
alone with him.”
“That was before he was injured. He will be disoriented
and likely have a headache of terrific proportions, while I will be calm and
prepared. Your presence could only be a distraction.”
“I have no intention of distracting you.”
Darcy looked at her for a moment. “You always distract
me, Miss Bennet,” he said softly.
He found it rather gratifying that this sentiment
discomposed her so much that she agreed to go upstairs without further
argument.
~%~
It seemed an eternity before young Tom returned with a
broad shouldered constable in tow. Joseph came slowly and blearily to
consciousness, but the sight of Darcy’s gleaming blade and grim face seemed
enough to subdue him now. Then Darcy’s carriage arrived, and his horrified
servants came hastily to his aid—all but the young maid, who threatened
hysterics. By the time the ruffian had been carted off—in Darcy’s carriage—Mrs.
Lorrey had taken the girl upstairs, if only to remove her from Darcy’s annoyed
notice.
When Darcy came back in from watching the carriage roll
off, Elizabeth was alone, and sitting at the table. She looked vulnerable and
young, and all the anxiety and stress of the last hour sent emotions rushing
through him in uncontrollable waves. He opened his mouth and, "As for you,
Miss Bennet," he began, prepared to bitterly castigate her on the subject
of girls who accosted strange men while alone—to say absolutely anything that
would prevent her from ever doing such a dangerous thing again—but broke off
abruptly. For the first time he had noticed her hands on the table, fingers curled
protectively around one wrist. In another instant he was by her side, peeling
them back with a very gentle touch. When he saw the finger-shaped bruises, he swallowed
hard.
Elizabeth eyed him uncertainly. Was he still angry with
her? She realized that he had some reason.
For some moments he stood completely still then, with a
sudden motion, covered his face with his hand. He was fighting for composure,
she realized, and without thinking, turned her hand on the table into his, and
clasped it. They remained like that for
some moments, then Darcy lifted his head. “And to think that earlier I was
boasting about my ability to take care of you!” he said bitterly. “Now I think that
for your own safety you ought to stay as far away from me as you can!”
She sighed. “What happened was not your fault.”
“You said that before, yet how is it, then, that I take
you on a carriage ride, and the axel breaks, you are thrown to ground and
suffer a cut and bruised face—and then I take you to visit a widow and her two children, and you are attacked and have
your wrist brutalized?” His mouth twisted and he looked away. “Your uncle will
certainly never let me near you again.”
“You were right when you said I should have screamed.
The only reason I can say that I did not was that I did not really believe that
he would harm me—and I truly was preparing to scream when you came in.”
“If I had remained in the house you would not have had
to suffer such an indignity at all. It was unpardonable of me to leave you
alone like that.”
“You had no reason to believe me in danger.”
He shook his head emphatically, as his early anger at
her turned quickly on himself. He looked down at the bruised limb, turning it
over again, more touched than he could say that she was allowing him that liberty.
“Does this hurt?” he asked, sitting down and moving her hand gently.
“A very little.”
“You may have a mild sprain. It would not be
surprising.” He sighed again.
Elizabeth reached as if to touch his face, stopping
herself just in time. Seeming to recognize the gesture, he quickly caught her free
hand and kissed the fingers. “I am well, truly,” she said.
“How are you are not weeping or having hysterics? Any
other woman would require a week at least to recover from such an ordeal, yet
you sit here calmly.”
She smiled faintly. “Perhaps it is further proof of my
lack of refinement.”
“Or your courage and strength of spirit.”
Suddenly her smile deepened, and she raised an eyebrow
provocatively. “Or perhaps it is just that I am still in a state of
astonishment over your having a sword.”
He flushed red. “My cousin the colonel gave it to me
some years ago,” he said. “Though I fear my performance was sadly lacking in
comparison to yours.” His gaze moved pointedly to the hearth. “I almost thought
Hippolyta herself had appeared to defend me.”
Now it was her turn to redden, though she looked
pleased. “A woman does what she must.”
“No, an ordinary woman does what she must. You, my dear
Miss Bennet, do so much more.”
She grinned back at him, and somehow their hands met
again, and clasped. “I am so deeply sorry that this happened to you,” he said
with earnestness.
“I shall recover, I believe. I only wish you would not
blame yourself too much.”
“I fear that is a futile wish—the blame ought to be
mine—but I will try not to distress you by constantly bemoaning my guilt, as
some do.”
“Yes, that would be considerate of you.”
He had to smile, but it did not last long. "Mrs.
Lorrey has put me to shame today, I think."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that she had the courage and clarity to do
what I never have."
Elizabeth frowned, studying his face. "I don't
understand."
"Wickham." He spoke the word softly. "He
has no doubt done more harm than Joseph ever did, though with greater finesse.
And I, who had the power to stop him, have rather chosen to pay his debts and
keep his viciousness secret, for the sake of guarding my own privacy... and
because I still remember when we were friends."
He looked so very vulnerable then, so handsome and sad
and unexpectedly young, that Elizabeth would surely have done something bold
and surprising which would have resulted in it all being settled right then,
but Mrs. Lorrey came back downstairs with Hannah, and the carriage returned, so
there were no more confidences that day.
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